Because...I'd rather understand the worlds and know what I've come from than leave myself blind to it. More than that, saying it'll never be known is...giving in.
[That's what it really boils down to, regardless of how he tries to justify it. Anxieties about being in the dark.]
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[That's what it really boils down to, regardless of how he tries to justify it. Anxieties about being in the dark.]